Is that bird crap?
10:33 p.m. on 2003-02-19
Well, I guess it's time to update my life again. Ha, I told you I was giving up wine didn't I. But then without any warning my evil sister calls me and wants to go to dinner. Evil you ask? What is evil about dinner. We went to Ernesto's. This mexican cafe a few blocks away from my Sanfransico style flat. The bitch(I say that with love)knows that you cant go there without ordering a Margarita, so we got a pitcher. I swear they are big pitchers or something, either that or I was being a hog, because I got 4 glasses of it. My god I was fucked up. I didn't even want food at that point. What I did want though was this hot mexican waiter. My god, talk about wanting to go ethnic. I think hispanic men are so beautiful. Hell I think most men are beautiful. Well anyway we polished off a pitcher and then made our way to the table and ordered. As luck would have it, we were sitting next to a table of 3 gay men. I only wish I was a bit more sober, because try as I might I could not overhear any of their conversation. I was just sure they were talking about some massive orgy party they had attended. But get this you all, I kept noticing that they were glancing my way alot. I was so shy I pretended not to notice, but I was a little excited. Then up at the hostest station, where people were waiting to be seated, I noticed this simi attractive man looking at me as well. I was thinking damn Alvie you got it going on boy. When we were leaving I let my sister go to the door while I used the restroom. I walked by the guys table twice real slow to make sure I was being looked at.(I know sad, but hey I was feeling good about myself.) Yep, both times all three guys were eyeing me. They wanted me. I knew it. Ok, you say, Alvie get over yourself, well, I did and quick. When we stopped to get coffee, I noticed another older guy giving me the lookover. I told my sister, what is up tonight with me do I look that good? She started laughing so hard. I smiled and said don't be jealous bitch.(In a loving way of course). She said you fool look at yourself. Yep, you guessed it all those looks must have been because I had a huge amount of been dip right in the middle of my shirt. Looked like a big bird had taken a large dump right there on my shirt. Talk about an eye opener. Lord I am doomed to a life of pain.
I am going to start exercising on a regular basis tomorrow. If fact I am thinking of taking off work so I can celebrate the fact. I am going to eat more healthy, cut out booze, and exercise regularly. I do have that party on Sunday, but that will be a break from the norm. See, I havn't even started this program and I have scheduled in a holiday. God, am I good or what? Have I ever told you about the time I lived in the middle of no where? I really want to tell that story. I will tell you all that I was so bored out of my mind, that I joined one of those paysites on the internet. You know pay 19.99 a month and you get to watch live video cams. I did see some masturbation, but you know I couldn't stop there. Some how I don't know how, I ended up calling one of those guys. We had this phone thing going on. He called me more than I called him I swear. You know that should of been my clue. A young sexy guy just doesn't go on the internet, do jackoff shows and phone a customer if something is not wrong with him. The short story to this is, the bastard, and yes he was a bastard, flew in to come visit me.(I paid for the ticket) The visit turned out to be a move in and to top it all off, he was straight. Fuck. He did though like to walk around naked. I did like that. mmmm how I liked that. Oh I am so getting off track. He had done some gay porn before(I have three of his videos, his porn name is Leo Desilver)he always was the top. Well, I was so excited having this guy at my home in the begining, but as you can soon imagine it turned out to be a true nightmare. I will finish this story tomorrow though. Just talking about that prick makes me angry, I don't want to end on that note. My life seems so boring, but at the same time so full. I can't wait until I have my MA and a guy to come home to. I guess thats what we all want. To be comfortable, which means to me,no bill collectors calling you pretending to be uncle bob, and true love. The kind where you can just be yourself and you loved no matter what. Does that really exist? On a final note, have you ever noticed on those single sights you know where everyone has a 7.5 or bigger dick, that they always say, I never thought I would be writing an add on here but... then they go off on some tangent how this is a test and only a test or what not. What is that all about? Does anyone ever find love on there? I will let you know soon. Alvie
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